Friday, March 26, 2010

7 Months and a Life Time Ago

It was exactly seven months ago today.
It seems like it happened just yesterday.
It seems like it happened 100 years ago.
It is still very fresh in my mind.
It feels like it never really happened at all.
212 days, some good, some bad, all of them the same.
Some healing comes Quickly. Some healing comes slowly.
Some simply does not come at all.
I have learned so much, but I still know so little.
I am different now in many ways - but it's still me inside.

Monday starts another chapter in my life. I am leaving the world of the unemployed.
God has seen fit to revive me and give me yet another undeserved chance at normal life. In a word I am grateful, grateful, grateful.



"LORD, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered, and that my life is fleeing away. My life is no longer than the width of my hand. An entire lifetime is just a moment to you; human existence is but a breath. "We are merely moving shadows, and all our busy rushing ends in nothing. We heap up wealth for someone else to spend. And so, Lord, where do I put my hope? My only hope is in you. Psalm 39:4-7 NLT